why do you have to shout at me?
i know you are more experienced..
but give me some time.
i may be weaker,
but i have feelings too.
why yell at me?
does it make you feel better?
to push the blame to me for missing the ball?
i can try my best to run for it,
but i CAN'T FLY.
so you can't expect me to do the impossible(at least for me.)
i have tried my best for one full year.
i have fallen in love with the people in this team.
i have learnt to love this game.
i have NEVER thought of quitting.

Until today.

Just one short game with you.
and i want to quit.
i may not even know your name.
but you hurt me deeply.
damnit.

but i must endure.
i must not show any more weakness.
i have already shown too much.
more than i should have.
endure.
pain.